遇見他！！！

1月31日凌晨。。。。
我在memory喝了好多酒！！！因為不開心
地點：蜈蚣山！！！
幸好有她jojo陪在我身邊！！！
安慰我支持我把我給拉出來。。。
我還背著她到處走！！！
她也抱著我安慰我！！！
最后我們不知不覺吻了起來！！！
其實在ruby我安慰她的那天！！！
我的感覺告訴我，我可能喜歡上她jojo!!!
因為她真的很好！！！雖然不是很熟！！！
但憑唔到直覺告訴我！！！他是個好女生！！！
希望與她會有好的開始！！！
我也會把她（燕）忘掉！！！
我會等你jojo!!!

好無聊！！！

很久都沒有寫了blog了！！！回來將久了都還沒找到工作。。。
真無聊！！！暫時跟好朋友阿宋做著forman先！！！
很煩啊！！！每天都是錢的問題弄到我很煩！！！
前幾天跟她散了本來很開心！！！
可是她放不了一直纏著我弄到我很煩！！！
真的是一個頭兩個大！被她煩死了！！！
身上的錢差不多用光了！！！怎麼辦？？？！！！
不喜歡跟人拿錢也不習慣跟人借錢！！！
學她說：船到橋頭自然直！！
哈哈;-)

想念......没心情!!!!!!

我今天差不多整四点才回到芙容!!!坐巴士坐到很累
回到家不到五分钟就驾车出来找好朋友了
到七点多另一个好朋友就打来叫我下KL的CLUBBING玩!!!
九點前我去載完他们就出发整十点就到kL了!!!
我在想她应该看《力宏演唱会》看到很开心很兴奋吧!!!
BCAUSE I MSG HE...HE NEVER REPLY!!!!!!
我朋有叫我放松心情去玩别想将多...
可是不懂做麽我一直想她都没有心情去玩ONLY DRINK!!!
我看着那些女生跳舞样子都蛮象她可能是我太想她了吧!!!
不过是没可能的因为她是乖乖女不会来这些地方
我一直想放松去玩可是还是一样
直到四点多五点将我们就回了
朋友他们都认识到蛮多女生而我确没有可能没有兴趣挂
不过我很生气因为那边太多人又很挤我的白鞋一直给人踏都肮脏了
最后因为太累了所以没有回家直接在朋友家puchong过夜!!

bored!!!

1person at cc nothing to do so bored!!!
c frenster or check facebook or cUtube Drift!
i so miss her!!!
dun know now she do what leh!!!!!!

i dont know how to write english
so i translate everything to jun wei and ask him to write for me..
everything written is all from my heart..
afternoon 3 pm plus.. i will be leaving singapore to malaysia already..
maybe i wont have the chance to see her again..
feeling very sad..
thanks jun wei for helping me translate everything..

confession..

today feel like saying everything out to her..
morning 9 am i wake up
meet cathy at aljunied..
then after that went to head office to return uniform
then after that jun wei came to join us..
then we went to plaza sing to cancel cathy plan..
then me and jun wei chat alot.. kept talking about how to say to her
after that jun wei go home then i go vivo play maximum tune
play until about 5 plus then almost forget to take my phone
maybe kept thinking about meeting her later
was distracted..
went home to lie down awhile until 6 plus..
then woke up prepare.. and went to meet her
she came out at around 8 plus then we go eat dinner..
today is the last time i eat dinner with her..
after eating we chat alot of thing
feel like saying everything out to her.. but i cant seem to say it out
after reach NUS.. we chat along the bridge for awhile..
i kept finding topic to talk with her
but still dont know how to tell her everything in my heart
in the middle.. i tell her that i got something to tell her
but she told me that she dont wanna listen anything that she doesn't like..
then all of the sudden.. i got no mood already
then i find other topic to chat with her
time flies.. its 11.30 ++
before going home.. i took a few picture with her
no train already.. so i wait for bus to go home
while going home.. i wanna know about how she feel about me
maybe i don even have a chance ?
if whether she want me to stay in singapore anot..
after i send her the message..
then i talk to my friend on the phone awhile..
then she told me that she want someone who wan protect her
someone who can advise her..
then my heart got something that cannot be explain
felt like a stone on my heart..
then i lift up my courage.. and kept talking to her
then i send message to few of my friend that she rejected me already..
then kept trying to act strong on the surface
cause i didn't want her to worry..
but i'm feeling very sad inside..
i really dont know what to do..
maybe its because i'm younger then her
till midnight 3 am plus.. i still cannot sleep
kept thinking .. maybe we really wasen't meant to be together :(
maybe i will keep all this feelings and memories to myself
not to let everyone know.. but she will always be in my heart
then i really wish that.. in the future we will have chance to be together..
but after what she say.. i think i will change my thinking.. cause i grow up already..
then if she really saw what i blog about
i really want to tell her.. i will wait for her..

LAST DAY OF WORK!

finally.. last day of work..
also not feeling well today..
afternoon break time
i call her to chat with her..
felt happy after chatting with her
at night went to drink with rhenato they all
farewell for me.. last day
till morning 7 am then go home..
i send one good luck letter to her..

not feeling well today..

today wake up in the morning
not feeling well.. i think maybe its flu..
but still manage to go to work today..
went to work.. and saw schedule
didn't see her name.. no mood again..

last 3 day of work!

3 more day till my last day of work..
today also no mood to work..
because i kept thinking of her..

another s/s

today work ss..
no mood for the whole day..
maybe it's because she is not around at work.
thats why no mood to work..
pei ying keep asking me to cheer up
but i dont know how to react..

10 - 10..

today work 10 - 10 at sakura..
very moody today..
might be the last time i see her at work today..
break time 30 min i went to eat..
feel like working together with her
so went to find rhenato asking him to plan me together with her..
after work.. while walking with her
we didn't talk much.. never even tell her byebye..

Working s/s today..

another day working in sakura.. ss
5pm + after a rest..
saw rhenato plan station..
i ask him to plan me together with her again..

BORING.

very sian.. today work 2 - 10
while waiting for rhenato to plan station
i ask rhenato to plan station..
put me together with her

Another day with her

today is the second time i go out alone with her..
we chat for very long and i feel like saying everything in my heart to her
but we kept talking till we forget the time..
until i never tell her anything..

sakura outing!

We all went to orchard to eat sakura..
she also there..
it's been a long long time since i last go out with alot people
i feel very happy going out with them
it might be the last time i gather with them..

i open this blog because of her

March, is the first time i go out alone with her to see movie[marley N me]and eat dinner!!!
after this i send she go to bus_interchange wait bus!!!